Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Ha de pensar en mi...

No creo. I am the last thing on her mind. She is the first thing on my mind. Just passing by her I get nervous. Que ha de pensar? Nada. She doesnt even recognize or see me. I am a ghost passing thru her plane. It hurts to admit the defeat.

Still...I am here. Pensando en ella. Como ha de ser hablar con ella? Hear the sound of her voice bring me under her spell. A drug to lull me into a false sense of peace. I thought I was past this. Honestly, my blood was clean. My spirit cleansed. I don't understand what triggered this. The silhoutte. Her scent. I am just confused.