hurt

most people talk about their feelings. i tend to let them dissipate. most of the problems one faces are superficial problems. omg...my nail broke. ok. i do not have those issues. you get the picture. i just want this pain to go away. maybe i am using the wrong terms too. the words do not ever fully reflect what we feel. at any rate, i have been prescribing me some hard liquor. some hard rock music. (i.e. ministry, nine inch nails) you know the classics. let the music fill my core. solidifying my veins. turning them into poison. i know...i am being dramatic.