...of alcohol abuse and regret.

it has come to my attention that i may be abusing alcohol. the reason i mention this is because the other day. i drank a whole bottle of wine and almost got a slight buzz. in addition, went out with my brother-in-law for his birtday. we drank like gobs of drinks. i mean we ran up a really high bill. i barely got a good buzz. had a wedding the following night. there was massive amount of alcohol consumed. i finally got a semi buzz. so...ladies and gentlemen. i think i have been abusing alcohol a little too much. it is time for me to detox a little. this way...when i have my next wine glass. i will get light headed as i drink and catch a buzz before i reach my second glass. oh the days when that was the case. i blame it on the whiskey. lol.

i also had a dream about regrets. i fugure i would list a few. i do not want to list them all. i would never end. i regret letting her manage my money. my bad...our money. i regret talking to her. no...not her...not her either. yeah her. i regret the kisses that turned into pain. i regret not finishing my masters. well...starting it at any rate. lol.