her silence

it deafens...
like the sound of thunder in my ear.
it withers my heart.
making me feel sluggish.
is it cause she cant see me...
have I turned invisible.
waiving my arms...
try to signal her.
i do not register on her monitor.
feel the tears come.
the pain wash over me.

i dont know where this came from. i have my ideas. complex patterns of life. words paint the pictures of the thoughts.

i went out last night. got together with some bloggers. it was fun. i life for those moments. got to hang with sonrisa. i had missed the crew. i really did. well...catch you on the flip side. time for lunch.