the satisfaction of something new

Never underestimate the feeling of something new. Still...the feeling of this new object eventually fades. The routine of life sets in. The object no longer has the same luster. I think about this for many reasons. I purchased a 55 inch tv. It is nice. I am not complaining. I got it because I had no expenses. Well...it turns out my computer craps out. My ipod was limping by. Well...the ipod has to wait. The computer could not. I had to purchase a computer and a still pay the television. I am dirt poor right now. I paid it off. I have a problem paying interest. Especially since these m-fers are charging 20.9 apr%. I don't know how much it is a month, but it is a lot more than I am willing to pay. I guess I will have to just pay it back to my savings. Boo to me. The point is this. I am stuck with this huge tv. My kids love it. I am okay with it. I could have waited for this purchase. It is not wow-ing me. In my brain, I had visualized me playing my video games (I don't play video games that much). I imagined me watching all these great shows in high definition on television. I hardly watch tv. I think I can also equate this to other things. Anyway, I fixed my ipod. It only cost me $19. I know. It was awesome. Don't want to think anymore. Ok. thanks.