Patterns and Thoughts

Every day I get up. I get in the shower. I get the kids up and get ready for work. I have to iron every morning, except on Spirit day. Those days are now over. We would be able to wear jeans and tshirts on those days. I would always wear my Doc Martin's. I love those. Oh yeah...I get in my car and drive. The patterns begin to emerge. The young lady that is waiting for the bus with her headphones. The yellow bus that always seems to block me from getting my kids to school on time. The two little kids (boy and girl) that walk across the tracks of the Blue Line to get to the Pace bus that takes them to school. I am assuming that is where they are going. The crazy looking lady that walks toward Cermak with a mullet style hair cut and looking like a man in the process. Scary! *shudders*. The same cars with same license plates when I am actually paying attention to my surrounding and not just on auto-pilot. The Director of another office that always seems to park in front of me. The one I once made small talk with and now seems to avoid me when we park at the exact same time. Give or take a few minutes. lol. The very cute asian female in her nice BMW that stops in front of me waiting for the light as I cross the street to get to my building. I always think I want to know what she is doing to be able to get that car. She is young too. I want to do what she is doing. lol. The same commuters that seem to enter the building from two entrances as they go towards their respective offices. The long hair blonde that is always ordering her coffee and getting her muffin as I walk to the office. The very same blonde a friend of mine that used to work in this building told me to go and talk to. lol. He was funny. He told me she was super hot. I was like ok. I think she has grown on me. hehehe. I did not think she was super hot at first, but she is very attractive.

I think I need to change professions. This job does not challenge me. Management does not allow me to spread my wings or take any suggestions. High was not bad for me. It was okay. There were certain areas that I did not particularly care for. One thing that was constant. I did not really fit in. I had a bunch of friends, but never really found my niche. I am starting to feel this way here at work too. I kind of hate that the office environment eventually reverts to high school-esque politics. It could be just my office. I do not know.

Maybe I need to go back to school. Maybe I just need to change professions all together. Are you guys happy at your jobs? Give me suggestions of what I should do next? I was a BA Pysch Major. Although I can't read minds. I know you thought I could. lol. ttyl.