Fumbling in the dark...

Green Day makes me think of her. I know why. I am not ready to divulge. I am getting some rest. Elijah is still not sleeping thru the night. He was good to me last night. He slept until 4:15 am. I was amazed. He is growing so fast.

I have been to some really good parties and have some really good drunk stories. I am taking baby steps in climbing out of my depression. I just need some good music and some good friends. I have both. You know who you are. I wrote something. This is a sign I am getting better. Here it is.

te necesito.
tus brazos que me apoyan
trocitos de tu corazon
que me das via tus besos
en la oscuridad
dando me alientos
para seguir con esta locura
la busqueda del poder del sol