Friday, April 11, 2008

I don't know how to talk to you!!

There has been tons of things coming out of my brain. Unfortunately, the process of getting it here is harder than I thought. I guess it goes with the being busy part of my life. I don't have the time to sit here and write all my intimate thoughts. The title fits. I guess. This is a comment I would like to make to a couple of my friends that seem to disconnected. Before the conversation would flow like a fountain of various topics. Lately, it has been stagnant. *shakes head* I am not like sad or upset about it. It just makes me wonder. Have I lost the will to speak? lol. Trust me. I talk a lot. I am sure there are people out there that can vouch for that.

My spirit feels free. I like this. I got some new music. I am digging Los Daniels. This song is really catchy. It definitely lightens up my spirit. I think listening to new music makes my spirit free. It is like a small little high.

I have been eating healthy. I am eating carrots, celery, and green peppers for lunch. I just wash them and cut them up. It is really healthy. The problem...I think is I need meat. Maybe some bread in that one too. I feel better about myself. Health wise.

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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Restless Nights.

I feel like the last couple of months. I have not been having really good nights, sleep wise. I feel like I wake up still tired. It could be because the new baby. ET is a year and 1 month. ET just began sleeping thru the night. The nights my wife works are even worse. I have to be aware. I have to be like a crouching tiger. lol. hehehe. I sleep walk all the way to work. I dont actually wake up until I drink my coffee. Even then I sometimes drag a little bit. Still...I guess I just wanted to report. I am not the only one either. I have a couple of friends that are not able to sleep thru the night.

Are you sleeping thru the night? Lucky!! lol.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Oh yeah...

I forgot. I was looking out my window. It was snowing. Great big puffs of snow. It is late March. I have hated these last few months because the Sun was nowhere to be found. It was affecting my moods. I am sure I was just countless of people that were impatient with the sun. I mean it supposed to be spring. Still, the snow was beautiful. It did not stick. I always love those moments.

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Happy Mondays!!

I don't know what is going on. I am actually having a good day. It is a Monday. Mondays are the worst. Well...they are supposed to be. I never was one for tradition. Really!! I go against every tradition that I can think of. I mesh well with forward thinking females 2.


I feel the need to get myself into an exercise routine. I have been eating healthy, but I need to add some sort of exercise. I need to get more energy some how. I can't rely on sugar.


In other news, I was watching Dr Who. The internet is fascinating. There are so many things to see and research. I learned how to get old files from my old computer and not have them be just lost. I have downloaded a million song that my kids like. Some that I like too. This is significant because I wanted to see the new Series of Dr. Who. There is a guy that uploaded the new episode of season 4 on Saturday. I got to watch it on Sunday. As a person that can not afford cable or anything jazzy like that, it is a big deal. Channel 11 is airing, I believe, season 2. I am not sure what time. It used to be on at 10:30 on Saturdays, but they changed it. I netflixed the whole 1 and 2 season. I watched the 3rd season online at various sites. I know I am a nerd. lol. I have not quite figured if I am a cool nerd or just a plain old nerd. anyway. There are a lot of things going on. I have been into a lot of BBC stuff. Torchwood. Coupling. There are other shows. I am not sure their names. I can only let in so much. hahaha. If ppl catch on to this, then the VCR is slowly going to fade away. Bonding moment: my daughter wanted to watch Dr Who with me. My youngest fell asleep and I was like omg...I have a free moment. I popped it in and she came over to watch it with me. She really likes the song. lol. She thinks it is a catchy tune.
I have other thoughts...will have to wait for those. Gotta go.

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

What The Fuck Tuesday?!?!?!?!

I have been saying, "What the fuck (WTF)" a lot. I was taking a shower in the morning. The tub was not draining as I would like it to. Normally, I would reach down and get the nasty hair out of the mesh trap. This time to my surprise I find a little more than hair. My reaction was WTF!! I think I cleared two toilet paper rolls. The cardboard was stripped and stuffed down the damn tub. I know who it was. I don't even have to think about it. My oldest son has the most craziest ideas. I don't know whether to applaud him or beat the living crap out of him. I usually fall in the middle somewhere where I just scold him. Still...it is a WTF moment for sure. Just to give you an example.

I am driving on the express way and some idiot decides he is going to turn and get off. WTF!!! I exclaim. Just another WTF Tuesday. Ok...moving on. I have been having yet again having some more dreams. They are vivid dreams too. The last one involved Chanclita. We are driving in a white Astro Van. I had stopped by at her place and picked her up. It was a foggy yet day time day. Very much like today. We are driving down some intersection with a bridge a river under or lake. Some how this big trailer runs us off the road into the clearest damn lake ever. So Chanclita and I get dumped into the lake. I am all like we need to get out. Of course, I deliver the WTF!!! as we roll into the water. We get out and stand back as the van sinks to the bottom. I try to get the van out. My super human strength happens to fail at that precise moment. I half laugh in my dream. It was kind of funny. We stand back. There are some people coming out from the bridge and somehow I pick a fight with them. It is very movie like. I still look back and see a bunch of cars in the lake. I reach in for an ambulance and pull it out. It is a toy ambulance. The cars are all floating in the lake. It was so strange. I don't know where Chanclita went. I just wake up thinking that is the strangest dream ever. If you read this Chanclita give me some insight. It was just strange.

It does not seem like it, but I think I have lost my inspiration to write. I have lost my muse. My thoughts are jumbled and incoherent. I mean they were jumbled before, but I could make them out. The common one is exhaustion and needing to get out of this funk. I feel like I would like to do something new. lol.