Mi alma se altera

Sueño con ella otra vez. Mi Alma. Me viene inocentemente. Era un dia muy soleado. Conduci mi coche hacia un edificio muy bonito con muchos vidrios. Sera un museo, me pregunto. Entro y me siento a ver una obra de teatro estudiantil.

Parece un lugar muy obscuro. Al fin de la funcion, la encuentro a la orilla del teatro. Yo estaba en medio de una conversacion con una maestra. Parece que hablabamos de besos y salir a comer. Saludo a mi Alma de lejos y camino hacia ella. La abrazo con todo mi corazon. Le pregunto por que se habia hido sin decirme adios. Por que nos habiamos perdido de hablar. Me ha hecho mucha falta. Dice que no es nuestro tiempo o algo por el estilo. Se disculpa y me dice qe se tiene que ir. Tiene una cita que no puede perder. Todo una novela. lol. Se va con un beso y un abrazo.

Se acabo la obra de teatro y salgo a mi carro. Que creen? Se lo han revolcado. Con eso despierto. En el sueño pienso que no se lo han llevado. Tiene que ser otra cosa. Pero si se lo ha llevado la grua.

Dreams of her again...

Dreams of her still wash ashore. Every reminder of who I used to be. The night is her canvas my brain is the paint.

Here i am at work. I have to tell you. I have been dreaming a little bit. I guess that is a good thing. I am not sure. I just awoke this morning with a feeling of happiness. I dreamt about a girl. This girl has come up in my dreams before. The problem with this girl is that I do not know her. She has been in my dreams a couple of times. I really do not know what to make of it. We were in her state. She is not living here. We were visiting her and her family. She was very close to her family and she was showing us around her estate. It certainly seemed like a big place with a path. The path seemed kind of a normal area, but it also was part of an amusement park type haunted area. It was scary and interesting once I realized they were machines. We ended up in her living room on the floor. We were exchanging mp3. I was having a hard time telling her that I liked her and that I wanted all her cool mp3's. The only thing that is weird is that I saw her face. She has a beautiful smile. I really hope she comes to me again. In my dreams that is. She may not really exist. She may be a figment of my imagination. She may be mesh of a thousand women. I dont know.

status report

I will begin with my recent dream. I am in high school. I am thru with my lunch period. I panic. I do not know where to go. I forgot where my next class is. I go to the main office for a copy of my schedule. The person that would print out the schedule is not available. They are not in. I ask her, "Can't you print out a schedule?" She looks at me like please do not bother me. I respond, "Well...I guess i won't go to classes. Whatever!" I walk out. I'm sure there was more to the dream, but this is all i can remember for now.

In other news, I cooked our turkey on the grill. It was like I was a BBQ pit master. It was cool. I watched some TV while cooking the bird. My daughter cried cause the turkey had to die for our cause. It was kind of funny. I think she will eventually become a vegan. We shall see things unfold. This Thanksgiving Holiday was different. There was no drinking and tempers stayed cool. It is like a swiss army knife. We did really well. It was like we almost got it together. They turkey came out really good. I miss a lot of people.

I guess this brings me to my next topic. This season has been pretty rough on me. I am not sure why. Ok...I know why, but the taxi cab confession is not my style. Ok. It is, but not really feeling it right now. Melancholy has been making her appearences in my life a little more than I would like. I am really hoping I will climb out of this slump. I am not sure what is it going to take, but i am going to do it. It just takes me more time.